I would crawl deep into a cave and never come out.
I think love is stupid and ridiculous. Why the hell are we supposed to search for partners (gay/straight whatever)? There is no reason we can't be healthy and independent without a significant other. Who said that we need boyfriends or girlfriends, all we should need are friends! Partnered love is pointless and I don't understand the necessity of it.
Why on earth would I want to become close to someone, share my physical space, life, emotions, lips with them just so we could break up and get close to someone else? It's obtuse. All I should need is plutonic friends, the Lord, and myself.
Sex is literally effing stupid and should go screw itself. I'm joining a convent! One that practices flagellation.
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Sorry you are unhappy. I remember a letter I wrote to my sister-in-law once when I was 18 and mad at Scott--I told her that we should freeze enough x-chromosome sperm to continue the population, then get rid of all the men!
She gave the letter to Scott on our wedding day, 2 or 3 years later. :)
It is good to vent, and then to look back and laugh that we ever thought we could survive on our own without a soul mate and sex.
Hang in there. God loves you. He has a plan for you. And someday you will be able to look back and go "Ah, that is why I had to go through that. I see now."
love ya!
Thanks Sarah- hopefully I'll get to that point someday- or just be able to disappear before then!
I don't want you to disappear!
BTW, our youngest child keeps asking where you are. :)
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